I'm not excited about my food.
I've been having issues for the past few weeks. More snacks, fewer real meals, less juice, fewer smoothies. I make a quick convenience store run for chips or bagged popcorn. I'm hungry all the time and I'm eating plenty of calories and most of them (save for the raw food I eat) have zero nutrition.
I'm far off track right now.
Mostly I'm just tired.
I'm tired of being on a diet. I'm tired of healthy food. I'm tired of cooking and un-cooking. I'm tired of eating. I just don't want to think about it. I want to be like everyone else and I know that's not possible yet. I can't eat whatever I want and just sweat it off on the treadmill. I still have miles to go and I am stuck, so damn stuck right now and it seems like nothing can inspire me or reach me or pull me out of the doldrums.
Does this happen when you radically change your diet and lifestyle? Is it normal? Or am I sinking back from whence I came?
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